"Seize The Day"

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?
Woooaaah, so I never want to leave you and the memoriesfor us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

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[	music	|	jeffreys voice	]

Jeffrey is a looser, not a loser, but a LOOSER

P.S:  I LOVE YOU!!!<333333333

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Im a penis face and I dont have one friend. No one wants to help my broken heart mend.
I wish I was cool, but I don't like school.
Im really really tall, and I like to play with my .. ball.
I play bball, but I get no calls.
Boy I wish I was popular, maybe I should be a copular.
I love Jill, and I like to eat dill.
I am a gansta, I'm glad you camsta.

NEWS FLASH! THIS JUST IN: I LOVE JILLIAN ALLISON LOUSIE SWAN

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[	music	|	Alkaline Trio	]

I LOVEEEE JILLL

NO I LOOOOOVVEEE JILL

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[	music	|	Hawthorne heights – Silver bullet	]

Well it's Jill .. Jeffery wanted me to write him an entry .. so I am .. cuz I'm so nice =)

WELL seeing as it's me and jeffs 4 month eve ..  I think everyone needs to know how me and my dear jeffery met <3 .. because I said so.

First of all, I met bird in comfermation .. yes yes I'm a church girl... and he invited me to his firend kellys house .. and vanessa and jeff where there, and karli (kellys gf) came later.. and jeff was wearing his "Thursday" shirt .. WELL me and bird were talking about how good of a couple vanessa and jeff would make and how cute they were together a so forth .. and I remember thinking that from the back he looked like adam brotty .. don't ask why .. I just did.

Then when I would hang out with my other firends in W.R I'd randomly see jeff and vanessa walking around and I'd hyperly run up to them and be like HEY! .. and like talk to them while trying to run away from matt and nate .. my other friends [ ps i miss them =( ]

Then I got Jeffs email from bird and we'd talk about like everything and I would help him with his girl problems, like vanessa and karen. Then he had this wonderful idea to meat up one day with paul [ I met paul when a bunch of them came up to  matts house when I was TOTALLY smoking nate at bbll .. woot woot]

So then we met up right behind the wal-mart .. well pretty close .. and I remember jeff was wearing this black shirt with the jordan symbol on it and these like 'cackey' tan coloured shorts .. aka .. flood pants .. and paul was wearing this red and blue striped polo shirt [ wow I remember the weirdest things] I cant really remember what else happend that day .. but we went to wal-mart and met up with these 2 girls paul new .. so basically it was me and jeff sitting there.

So then we became best firends .. like me him and paul .. and I met all of the W.R gang .. and we all hung out .. and mean while jeff liked this girl karen who I was helping him try and 'get' .. and it WOULD have worked .. if he didn't start to like me =)

So Jeff started to like moi .. but me being me .. thought it would be just a 'fling' cuz all of my other 'relationships' aka 'flings' were ... well 'flings' .. and I didn't wanna ruin our firend ship. But he didn't give up .. so I gave in and started to like him.. so he had to choose between me or karen .. and I had to choose between him and will .. who I also liked

Well Will went off to where ever the hell he went .. and I was going to wait and see when will got back if i still liked him or not .. but tony told me to go  for Jeff because he is such an awsome guy and such... So I started liking Jeff more and more and we hung out like everyday too.. so it was for Jeff to decied .. and also karen started to like him back... so it was up to him. So I told him that whatever he decided I'd be fine with...

WELL in the end he chose me =) <3 .. but I screwed it up .. by .. doing something really stupid with this guy  .. but I was drunk .. so it didnt count .. kinda ... so we had a huge fight and everyonoe in W.R hated me .. like hated .. and at the time I didn't even know I did what I did .. but no one belived me ... anywho things were akward for a bit .. but he forgave me .. and it was all good..  so after that it took him like a month to ask me out ... even tho he knew I'd obviously say yes

So .. on the night of september 25th a bunch of us were at HGI and me and jeff were off on the grass .. I was on top of him cause I so totally tackeld him .. and at 9:49pm he pulled me close and said "Go out with me" ... and me .. in a really girly .. really high pitched voice .. said "ok"

So I guess what I'm trying to say is that I love this boy .. and I always will

( ♥♥♥ )

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( The Bled- Pass the Flask )